Bee At View

I have never envied someone’s life .

I have never wished to be in a persons position in their life .

I have never wished to be this sad .

I have never known that I will pass through a phase without you .

I never knew I would miss you this bad .

I miss having you around … talking , joking around , taking a drive , doin the things we used to do .

I look at young kids who yell and cry for their moms .

Adults who joke with theirs , while others ardue with them then get upset .

Nonetheless , they still have a mother around .

I miss having a mother .

I miss saying mommy .

I miss annoying you .

Remember when I wrote that letter for you for him , I lied at the end .

I am not fine . I am not okay.

I am lonely ,

I miss you .